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I’ll Give You My Spare Change if You Let Me Feel Superior

December 26, 2017 by Barnaby

Living in Baltimore, I’ve developed a hard shell. Everyone has a story. Everyone wants your spare change.

I’ll cop to sometimes ignoring someone on the street or at a gas station when I don’t have the time or patience for it.

I was in one of those moods when we were driving I-70 in Western Maryland the week of Christmas. Late at night and low on gas, we exited. Nora worked the pump and I ducked inside the Mini Mart for enough nibbles to keep me awake the rest of the way home.

Inside, my well-calibrated radar picked up a down-on-his-luck Baltimore type. He looked about 20, and didn’t appear to be shopping like everyone else. He was fiddling with an untied necktie.

I employed my standard ‘head down and look busy’ tactic, which worked for a while. But then he called over to me until I couldn’t pretend I didn’t hear him anymore. Here comes the story, I figured.

Sure enough, it was a whopper. He had to go before a judge and give a deposition early in the morning. He had never done anything like this before. He never dresses up.

What a build up, I thought. I almost offered him my spare change as a way of short circuiting his long-winded ask.

But there would be no change required to ride the bus, or to catch a smoke, or to buy a drink. He just needed help tying his necktie. He had never needed one before.

Oh. I can do that.

But I couldn’t. Facing him, everything was backwards and I kept screwing up.

Finally, stepping behind him, I begged his forgiveness as I craned my neck over his shoulder and inserted an arm under each of his.

It was super uncomfortable and I couldn’t help thinking: Nora won’t believe this. Heck, I can’t believe this.

Pull to length, then over, under, over, under, up, down, through, and cinch up. No problem.

He spins around and I admire my handiwork. He seems grateful, not embarrassed like me. We shake, and I wish him luck.

Back in the car, I tell the tale to Nora and we share a laugh. After a while, she joins the kids in sleep.

In the quiet of the dark as the road hums by, I resolve to be open to listening to people’s stories without any expectations, to not feel embarrassed when there is no good reason to be, and to not think I’m so damn superior to other people.

A chance encounter(?) in the Mini Mart had convicted me: I was loving myself more than others. And I needed to try harder to strike a better balance.

Filed Under: Misc Finance Tagged With: love others as yourself, mini mart encounter, spare change

Comments

  1. Passivecanadianincome says

    December 26, 2017 at 9:05 am

    Good on ya for helping the man out. Its important to live yourself. The embarassed things happens to me too. After the moment I wonder did i feel.embarassed or awkward?
    CheerS!

  2. Troy @ Bull Markets says

    December 26, 2017 at 10:48 am

    They say don’t judge a book by its cover, but I think that’s impossible. If I’m sitting on the plane and there’s one person on each side, I’m going to automatically start talking to whichever person seems more friendly.

  3. Steveark says

    December 26, 2017 at 5:15 pm

    There is a balance between listening to a stranger and possibly getting stabbed or shot on a convenience store parking lot. If you are with your family your first responsibility is to keep them safe, that far outweighs helping a panhandler. I’ve given money, as much as a twenty dollar bill, several times to help people on the street even though I figure I was likely just feeding a habit but if I’m with my family then I’m not engaging anyone that might pose a danger to me because that poses a danger to them and my first duty is to keep my family safe. Keeping situational awareness when someone you don’t know approaches you with unknown motives is important if you don’t want to become a statistic or a 10 PM news story. I’ve been a victim of an armed robbery and it is no fun at all.

    • Barnaby says

      December 27, 2017 at 8:05 am

      Yes, safety comes first. But I think people sometimes use safety as an excuse for not engaging with people who need help. My two cents.

  4. Sean @ FrugalMoneyMan says

    December 27, 2017 at 1:47 pm

    The crazy thing is I feel that the majority of people (including myself) get this same anxiety in similar situations. There have been many times where I have “answered” a phone call, just to make myself seem unavailable to a stranger. Yes, there are safety concerns in these situations, but the majority of the time it’s just someone who needs a little help. Personally, I think a lot of the time it’s a social insecurity that we don’t want to be seen conversing with an individual that doesn’t fit the social norm of the specific environment were in e.g. workers in suits in a big city thinking they will be viewed differently if someone sees them helping/conversing with a homeless person.

    Thanks for sharing this, and I am definitely going to do my part in improving in this area as well!

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